Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Lust 4 Life

Happy New Fear.

The difference between lust and love, albeit an argument I scream in silence.  My Augmented reality dares me to dream and those moments, in between brushing my teeth and doing my hair, I convince myself that I love my life, which was a far cry to my envisioning 3 years ago. I sit around the same family, making demands to the same people that once told me what to do. Not once in my 11 day stay at my moms house was I addressed to as a child as I was accustomed to responding to. In some sense, I have grown into the body of a Young Adult. Young Adult is the same thing they call books directed to teenagers in the library, so in between that and a Grown Ass Man.  I am now an Accounting Trainee positioned in Snow Plowed Kalamazoo, Michigan.  The Last 4 months have been pretty dormant on Teaismydestiny, And for good reason, because I broke out of my comfort zone, and for once I was thriving in the wellsprings of uncertainty. This uncertainty comes easy when you are one with the California Lifestyle and you expect Lakers Championships.  Concerned as a 23 year old I was building the well-rounded basic skills of life,  Finished School, taking advantage of the general education granted to children. Choose a Path in a Fortune 500 and Its Fringe Benefits lured me in like fish. 


As a gentleman of a certain age, that age being the ripe old twenty-three, allow me to say: It’s a truly incredible time to be young.
 
For the first time I bought some cool shit at Macy's. I Saw Bill Clinton and Kanye West Perform In Charlotte,  and Detroit. I love Traveling, and I got to do it thanks to my Career. I wish I could know what I knew back then because I diddnt care much for the world. I started last Year in Bangalore, India. I start this year in Lake Forest, and my lack of blog posts in between do not tell the story that which is 2012. We did not die. The Mayans were wrong, and we were right. I still think im going forward in life but will never be certain. Im getting my diet together, and will continue to eat like a Caveman. Small tweaks have been made but I cant answer, the question, am I  moving toward the life I want. I dont even know if thats the question to ask because after all that I have instagrammed, I ask myself even more questions. I love traveling because it turns assumptions into facts.  I got to see New York City and am more scared that life anywhere outside of the Big Apple will be a life short lived. It must be included. 

Career wise: Thank you so Much to all involved. 

Love Life: cuz me dedicating my time just isnt realistic. Young Jamal Knew it was her and Im Not as sure.

Social Life: I need 4 or 5 guys to keep me in check. I could stray away. 

I read like 10 books last year, which is pretty unimpressive, but I will up the ante to 26 this year in hopes that I can muster 2 weeks to finish each one.

Your life can change ...really fast.  For some reason, and I know this is bad, but I think more clearer about death. I dont want to die. i dont want my parents to die. I want us to live together far apart, for a very long time. So we are eating paleo and exersising.

I hope to grow big strong and intelligent this year. Specific goals to follow, locations unknown, mood optimistic.  I just know that Ill be home for Christmas.

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Some people are so poor that all they have is money. 

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