- Jump out of the bed, run across the room to turn off alarm
- Stare Mindlessly in my Fridge
- Eggs, Turkey Sausage And Heals of bread.
- Class, Basketball Bitches and everything else i can fit into number 4
- Check Facebook.
As Routine as i can say for a tuesday i noticed something when i was doing Reconacince. I was at 990 Friends on Facebook. It hit me that i must be doing something Very right, or im a straight up Facebook creep. Well im going to rule out the latter, and its safe to say i made it into a special category of our Social Hierarchy. I dont know if i should get an award for my new acheivement, but i want to blog about this shit and what it really means. I hate Facebook and i think besides the 8 Family members i am connected with because of it, i would rather not have it at all. Without sounding too hypocritical i would like to say its a supplement to an FDA approved life im tryna live. Now for anybody in the health science category you should know that the Supplement industry is litterally unregulated and due to lobbying and money they can throw out anything into the market. Now Facebook is not going to kill us, but it is changing our human endevor and frying our brains one by one. i am not saying this with malace or malintentant. But im ok with being a creeper, thats why i use another word for it. Its called Reconicense. I spelled that shit wrong but since you dont even know what reconicsence is i will explain it to you in context. not right now though you google it.
Getting to this makes me think if i really do know all these people? Im not going to lie, ive added a few girls that i walk by at school and dont say hi. There are a few uncles who probably dont approve of my behavior. I think there are a people who added me hoping they would one day meet me. Ive been in an its complicated and EVEN put her name on my page.
My Philosophy going into college, or in context with 300 or so facebook friends, was to become the most balanced individual i can be. an older brother to me in my fraternity shed light on this subject to me when i seeked advice. He told me to become the most assimilative personality i can find. Thats how to succeed in college. I can see this coming to life almost 3 years later. Walking from my business building to the student union i give on average 10 handshakes. 9 go lakers 8 hugs. 7 winks. 6 peace signs. 5 head nods. 4 dueces i chuck 3. Fraternity handshakes 2 proper handshakes and i always get into a conversation. It makes it really awkward on people im walking with because now they have to do the same 10 9 8 7 6 bullshit and they wont remember who anybody is.
Is this Love or is it Lust?
What it used to be was i was i had 2 Best Friends, Tre and Sapp. Things will never be the same again. It cant. From Lake Forest California we made a triangle ranging from los angeles fullerton and Riverside. Sitting on the lunchtables and studying was how we kicked it. we were so cohesive and inseperable. The fun we used to have is like the polar opposite of how i spend my time now.
Quantity or Quality.
I keep thinking damn, is over 1000 a healthy number then i get really into it and wonder if i can really send out those invitations to my wedding. will i even get married and what is life going to have for me on that side of relationship. Finding her is something thats important and i dont think im going to marry any of the 600 some odd females on my network. this means my friend list should go up.
As much as i love being Mr. Social i found that there are deeper things, More fulfillment than your typical thirst on thursday. June 1st 2009 i did a social expiriment as i spent most of the day in complete solitude. If you tried to call me and wish me you were out of luck because i was out of service. On purpose. Somehow i felt refreshed, Renued and yes i said it Rejuvenated. It was just the 2 of us. you might be mutual friends with him, his name was Jesus. As much as i dont return my mans phone calls i am assured he is looking after me. That day gave me a new look on perspective. Since then i been trying to muster new ways to see things different. I wanted this year to be the year that i constantly Start sentances with "For a Change....."
Joy
Coming into college with the shake everybody hand attitude i think maybe i owe it to myself. I dont know exactly how, but i found that there is some joy left when you put down the bottle, and pick up the phone and call your brother. I think we have short time in our lives, i love meeting people, im pretty good at breaking the awkwardness. i want to meet more people in real life. If i only had the time. If everything was in reason in my life, i want to meet everybody. Not everybody on Facebook but everybody. i want to have a cup of chai with every individual walking on earth and hear their 2 cent. I feel like everybody has a story and we should look deeper.
Behavior
I think my behavior on the internet will Metamorphacize as i hit the milestone. I want to stop writing and im going to leave more videos. thats what is going to bring humans back to being human and not machines. Pranav Mistry knows what im talking about. Maybe keep up with old friends. Im going to try to call you on your birthday. Since you dont pick up your phone like me, ill leave you a cool voice message. The funny thing about that is ill probably be one of few who do this, and ill go up on your list. we probably have like 100 mutual friends and ill be like one of 5 who will call you. Amazing huh. Behavior due to the internet has astonished me. We can text and its socially acceptable. If its really important you can resort to a phone call, and even then people hate picking up. We are being churned into a socially awkward society. the world is turning into a an elevator going down. If you ever seen speed ( the first one) you know there was people stuck in an elevator and 2 cops came to save them.
Im the one.
I roll 1000 deep,
Think verizon commercial
yeah from the beginning to the end,
know I’m into making history not into making friends
know I’m into making history not into making friends
-Drizzy
