froyo

tart and strawberrys for me. employment opportunity for rishi

I better raise my gpa

parade

3 hours left!

so sick

sooooooooo sick

beautiful day today

my keyboard

I need to sleep

my keyboard

I need to sleep

Moment Of Clarity.

A split second. Everything changes. Your whole ensamble. The Enchilada, The Sink you washed your hands in. Everything.

Okay it took more than a split second. Say 10 mins. Roughly.

I would say from 2:00 to 2:10 on a VERY sunny dessert afternoon around the california state-line, myself and 3 homies are driving back home after a fun weekend in vegas to celebrate and toast to the arrival of an additional .08 added to my legal limit. to the 3 of them, it was that. To me, perhaps it was much more. It was a weekend off. it felt very good. the last time i had a weekend off it was for a vegas trip but not so similar. Friday to sunday we planned to get home early so my roomate could get to his doctor and the rest of us to our Savior. Kobe. Those Faithful ten mins reminised every bit of that aloofness. Maybe i shouldnt get this time off, maybe i should just keep working. because that the draw of those 10 mins, it all changed.

Prior, i envisioned 2 more years at CSUF, graudating with honors an national recogntion from Sigma Phi Epsilon as well as Associated students, Incorporated. alot of friends, alot of cherished memoriesand hopefully that will get me in the door of who knows where. I also have a nice head of hair in which i will groom.

After those 10 mins. i diddnt realize, but it so happened that I must graduate as soon as i can and focus on what is core. what is necessary and cut everything that isnt liquid. Liquidity is how fast an asset can be turned into CASH. what isnt Cash has to do with everything above and prior. I need to graduate now. get my degree, get some expirience, shine my shoes and start earning. I have enough friends, they love me, i love them, we all know, but i need to cut out what isnt necessary. I sport a haircut that costs me 70 bucks a month. If you think about it. its 30 bucks to cut, at least once every month. 20 bucks for wax. 20 bucks for styling cream and 20 mins everyday. i can save both time and money with my skills to just fade it off.

Im competitive. that always rings true. but the advent of being a 21 year old has propelled me into decisions i belive as rash as ever. Manning up. Be a man. Those words send chills down everywhere as i feel thats so important. More imporatnt that money itself.

As papooose said:

Got yo money up, but man i ain impressed. money without respect yo indept.

I gotta handle this as a man. I cant make excuses for what went on in those 10 mins. those moments.

moment.