...2 hours ago oh am i late?

Here to Serve You.

This semester has definetly been an intense one so far, I have been given the tools and the opportunity to walk out of here on May 18^th 2010 looking and feeling accomplished. I need to be 180 pounds when I step on that scale with a real situation. The getting in shape aspect is going to be the backbone of my semester. I am really a fan of Kim Kardashian and to really prove that I am sprung I went ahead and purchased the salad yesterday. I have 2 x’s on the back of my hands to compliment the hangover and I am also looking forward to slowly washing them off in the next couple of months. Support and friends are not an issue at all when you think about the friends I have on the hardwood, inside the legislative chambers, at the fraternity house, inside Tangy, ones I serve, serving me and my roomates. Its still complicated on facebook and we will definetly discuss some more of those social dynamics. I have finally found a professor that can capture the attention of 250 hungry students. I have just gotten word that we will be able to have our culture show and this is my opportunity to entertain the masses. I have a goal to sell out this show which will take place april 10^th. Doing that will automatically make me friends and get everybody laid. I feel like last semester ended before finals did and I ran out of batteries. This time that is not going to happen as I will plan it to the t. I am sitting in office and I am confirming there is no excuses to get me further. Sitting on the board of directors gave me a sense of how a university is run and the ins and outs of money. It is crazy. It is intense. If you are reading this you probably know a great deal about me and I can call you a close friend. I still need to get the kobe 5s but am not sure if I should spend money unnessesarily. Ok im going to get back to life right now, ill blog more later this week and will try to get better at this facet.

that even the question. Well get back to this. I gotta clock in

g on a day to day basis. School starts in a little over a week so im getting my gameface ready and i gotta refamiliarize myself with the stress that awaits. Is

will i fulfill my potential in this life. There is so much i love and so much i want to do im not sure if i can accomplish what i want. I know its not happenin

how to dance the last 30 seconds of Beat it. The 405 is still pretty bad and mom is kinda impressin me as she swerves through it. Whats pertenant in my mind is

ive" it just wont happen. He left this world and if made it to heaven i hope i make it there too. And beyond that i hope when i do see him i hope he can show me

g to myself
I dont think i can be as happy as possible. There will be one box left unchecked on my bucket list. On that line it reads " Watch Michael Jackson l

reason. Yes you guessed it. My mom would come in third to the tourtoise and the hare. Whats on is michael jacksons thriller so we vibin and im curiously thinkin

This is the first and hopefully the last time i will blog on a mobile phone. Im sitting and relaxing as my mom is driving. We are on the 405 and its slow for 1

Canon Rebel(ious)

It is way too late to be blogging, im definetly am stealing hours from tommorow. I just feel like i gotta blog it out at times. I just invested in a new gift. Possibly sparking a new hobby in the land of Photography.

Me and Jai went half’s on a cannon rebel xsi 10.2 megapixel Dslr (blah blah) Camera with 2 lenses. Damn I just kept snappin as if the 4gb memory card knew no bounds. I went till the battery went out. This is a little bit into the life of a server at Tangy Tomato.

The Realest Jatt and Jai

Omkar= Mirati from Pune

Jesse- Straight outta Punjab

Neil-Tamil Nadu Superstar

Fierce

Lucky

More Stain=More Chai.

Regression to the Recession.

Are you Depressed? Emo?

That is not the way to start a new year, dispite all the hoopla about swine 09 being over, i dont see how you can reincarnate yourself and your attitudes overnight. Before i write the future, im gonna take an in-depth look on an otherwise normal visit to the mall.

The Laguna Hills mall is an average sized enclosed shopping mall located in Laguna Hills, California, in Juice County. Built in 1973 and renovated in 1994 it was Anchored by 4 major department stores, Broadway, Buffums, JCpenny and Sears. Buffums closed in 91 to make way for the food court. The Broadway became a Macy's in 1996. Neil Syal moved to Lake Forest in 2002 (or whatever the year was when Robert Horry lit up the Staples Center)

The Laguna Hills mall was one of the first points of interest upon my relocation to Juice County from Anahiem. It was where Fellow middle school students frolicked on a saturday. You couldnt blame me in my "Free Hugs" T-shirt. I had No Ends and 1 Crazy friend whose mom had no problem taking us. Not that i payed attention to the "Happiness quotient" of the mall at the time. But walking in almost 8 years later adding Car Keys less the "Free Hugs" I painted a different picture.

I had one goal, Buy a wallet. But observation led me in different directions. Witnessing the mall closer to Equilibrium after the Christmas hoopla left humbling results. Symptoms of our Recession ring close to the laguna hills mall. Not even a Large "Lemon Julius" could save the downcast in store managers faces. The girl at the piercing pagoda granted me a smile, until i surrended a frown and pulled out my pockets looking like the back of a "chance" card.

Never been here.

The Fountain of Youth Manifests Mortality

This marks the first time i went into the store and decided not to walk out with the Kobe's.

The landmark decision was based somewhere in between my budget and the hideous throng of colors.

Being old sucks. trying to figure their perspective sucks too.

Super spy with my camera phone.

I try to decipher what senior citizens are thinking when they quietly sit in the mall.

B.Dalton Closing x 40% everything + My Hunger = 5 books Copped.

A Cleaned out Kiosk for the Saavy Investor.

And i mean Everything.

Taking all this into account i left the doldrums, and proceeded into the great southern Californian Sunshine. Thinking again about the kobe 5's, (i looked back) then realized the black/purple/gold's are releasing in 2 weeks. Ill probably stack chips till then. Ill be back on the 16th. The beautiful weather in California emulated the Sadness goin down in the mall.

Only the strong survive. Work Hard and This shit wont happen to you. I wont be a senior citizen sitting and witnessing the halt of the Laguna Hills Mall. In fact. Ill never be a "Senior Citizen". I'll never be a Senior Citizen.

Moral of the story

Go outside, Think outside.

Mission Accomplished.

Next Mission: Get Rid of that Red Stripe.

Lust For Life.

Shaking the Cobwebs off thoughts that i was going to start blogging in 2009 i decided to wait for a better decade to start sharing my thoughts and let iggy pop. 2009 was a year of alot of shit. In terms of my mindset it started with dispair and uncertainty, to yesterday i tried to convince myself i was certain about the future. Noticing and thinking about so much about the amibiguity in my thoughts and feelings, starting this blog was an unambiguous decision. i read a few books last year and hope to complete a few more. One book suggested that writing was the single most important skill of the college student. No matter what major you are. I stand here both fearless and scared shitless at the same time and ill also agree with you if you say im in between. I stand discomposed in my 3rd year of college, but must say im having the time of my life. This blog is to recount the trials mishaps along with the gifts and fortunes life brings to me. You will get my truth, and my opinion.

Tea is my Destiny was inaugurated simply a funny idea.

In Danny Boyle's Award Winning work, A Young Jamal was certain that he found his love, his passion, "his destiny", "it was written". But he was the Chai getter or in Bombay slang "Chaiwalla" in a telecommunications office. His love for Latika was alive and at that point he couldnt give 20 million rupees the light of day. How that movie was captured, and the mix of emotions and reactions really present the difference between movies and real life. Fantasy and love are working hand and hand in this case.

"She is My Destiny"

Ok here is where the joke comes in. I signed up for the CSUF South Asian Basketball tournament in March of 2009 and needed a name for my team incorporating indian culture and basketball. I chose the Chaiwallas and even brought a Tea set to the tournament. We were drinking Gatorade from teacups is the measure of how passionate i am for the sport. I am a chaiwalla and Tea is my destiny.

That got me thinking

Ideas of love and stories of destiny have gotten Jamal all riled up, his escape from the past, and now my escape from the present. Sort of like the real world shielding your eyeballs from the matrix, Tea is my destiny refers to my escape to thoughts and feelings so positive and so geographical to tied up nikes on the hardwood. Tea is my Destiny is the blank pages to my love story. Pay attention to that. My love story, not neccesarily a romantic one but i want to examine the exact science of happiness. My life in my words and my opinions. its so hard to have your way in the world beyond this 13.3 inch macbook screen, but within it, ill decipher what it takes to play this game.

I once asked a young girl(who i belived was a hardcore Christian) about her beliefs. She answered that she doesnt really organize her beliefs in a certain category and she just wants to "LOVE THE HELL OUT OF PEOPLE". i thought that was incredible and it was accuratley in congruence to what i really want in life.

Lust for life can be attributed to my life and how i feel i am living it to day. Its a fast life. no doubt. I am having a great time. yes. Im in the moment. The climax was last night at work, i administered a shot of Patron in the parking lot as i was bouncin onto a party. I feel like i have alot of cleaning up to do, not right now though. Not right now. Lets talk about it though. I have an informal lust for life. I dont wanna give a girl a chance at love. I want to get away from mom and dad and become independent. my brothers are cool but i just wanted to do me. The warmth it took till the year 2010 to surface realization. My lust for life is the metric system then i gotta get out the calculator and start converting. What is love? Lets ask God. Not Nick Casavetes.

⁴Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. ⁵It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. ⁶Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. ⁷It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

I have alot of passions, and i can see where scriptures from the good book come into play. Im ready to share what i think with you. I feel like if my life is really worth living then i should be able to allocate a few mins from time to time to share it with the world. im here, yes it took a while. were going to cover it all. Everything.

I have to leave with a potent quotable (i love quotes).

"The unexamined life is not worth living" -Socrates