Mondane

I got around to Student Loan Exit Counciling. I really want to get this monkey off my back, because today, when i woke up in the morning and brushed my teeth. took a shower and used scorching hot water to help shave the hair off my chin, something special happened. I felt like an adult. I learned about a grace period in which i am in to start thinking about how im going to attack my $13, 086 of debt that hangs over my head. I paid like 3 minimum (late) payments of my credit cards today, only cuz i will feel alot better next month. Work has been a great learning expirience. I got a haircut, and made a friend that may turn into a lifelong friendship. I started reading david allen again, and im starting to feel like a full time worker as today im going to limit the writing, and forego a few pictures in order to sleep by 10pm. I have a little help from advil pm, but i really need to go to the gym tommorow, as i failed this morning. I dont know about Intermittent fasting as of tommorow, its really hard to concentrate at work as it is, and i dont want to be thinking about food all morning. Ill have to play that by the ear, or the stomach, but as of now, i took the first step into paying my student loans, and i know its not that much, but to be able to pay off what those 13, 086 have represented in time, would mean the world to me. I asked for this. and it was presented to me. Today was the first monday post grad, and its kinda scary to think I could do this for the next 45 years and have a nice hefty retirement check. I don't like that idea, so im thinking of a way to never get old, or never have to retire. Its kinda crazy, but why would you want to just "work" for the next 45 years. I think they are the most fruitful period of time in my life. I gotta make the most out of this. Imagine a 45 year goal. Lets think about that for a second.


Tuesday. Bring it.