Distraught. Just a little bit. Knowing that the last 10 years were not the greatest pages in the history books as much as we have progressed I have so many questions. I think to make it in this country you have to make it in New York City. Many numbers were out there, Those who died. Then those who died or the percentage of firefirghters that will die due to the asbestos around Lower Manhattan.
I reflect. i reflect. i reflect. i keep reflecting. i keep asking and I live in denial. How does all that steel turn into dust? How does the greatest structures in the greatest city in the world fall down at speeds governed by physics. Where were the bodies at the pentagon? So many questions i just dont feel like asking. I feel like there are more important people to ask, with more klout in this 9/11 climate. Who live closer to new york and have something to do with it. 10 years ago i was just a Kid being fed information, and i would like to challenge that behavior not by denial rather inquiry.
but then i just tell myself to enjoy life and not think too much about it and live life because i was given all of what i have. I dont deserve it but i have it and why would i dwell on this day? Because i just dont know if everything I was fed for the last 10 years was really nutritious. Maybe ill continue this dialogue tommorw. God Bless You.
I Spent 23 years on this earth searching for answers, until i realized i had to come up with my own. -KL
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