Friday, March 11, 2011

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I can never seem to get it together. I just wanted some balance but i been given black or white. Tonight i decided to stay home and study, i said was going to do this last night, but when you walk home to 3 people at a beer pong table and a Laker Game that was sure to be a classic, it tipped the scales of dicipline. Tommorow im Being paid a visit from a girl i used to know.


We havent hung out in years but Im playing this situation in my head. Ima be really focused on taking in information, as a student of human interaction. I have whole blogs played out in my head, and tomorrow will only add fuel to it. I try to recall what i used to tell myself when unsure. I look back at blogs to try to rekindle some warmth. I have 2 sticks and i need to start the fire. Home girl is an interesting one. She'll weigh in.

I feel a bit selfish though, there are many people affected by a historic earthquake, on top of that, during that, PRECEDING that, there are many people victims of slavery even today. Religious tolerance is something of a fantasy even in orange county. There is so much going on both inside and out that i dont know where to begin. I just try to enjoy my life and move forward with mines knowing deep down I get the most entralled when i can positively affect another life. Thats the direction. My Ex-girlfriends know that better than anybody and that is kinda lowkey lingering inside of me right now. Can a boy and girl be friends? The answer is yes with a extra asterick. I said to much to her and I think my strategy tommorow night is to just point out funny looking people. I decided to move forward with my life almost 4 years ago and it makes no sense for me to try and gain anything from this point. im just tryna have fun on a saturday night. You feelin me? I try to never burn bridges knowing everybody and everything happens for a reason. Chaos theory tells me that the earthquakes that rocked the world will affect me even without a surfboard. i know it. aiite its time to get back to studying,

Gotta Focus Like Kobe, but first let Kanye Speak.( love the verse man, I dont exactly relate it but the Energy is addictive) and Big Sean..ohhh man he comin.




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