Stalemate.

What is a stalemate in chess? Is it worse than a checkmate? Its when you are in a safe zone, but you cant move in any sort of direction or you will lose. the game of chess is the game of strategy. for the smart people, while the others are playing checkers. i write before you in a stalemate, because tho im at a safe zone right now. Any move i tend to make outside of this lethargy seems to not please me. Im in lake forest california, where i first started my blog. sitting in the same position and hearing the same ducks on the same water. i try to clear my head but i still stand on a space looking at the oppositions pieces.

I ask them being my competitions, a healthy question?

And in a small geographic context i ask the question

Who goes the Hardest at Cal State Fullerton? Who goes the hardest?

Since this is my Blog, i guess i make the rules and we can set up an equation. i do have a few things to list on there, since were talking about this semester

12 units of Class

Approx 25 hours of Labor

8 hours of Student leadership (ASI)

Affiliations with Sigma Phi Epsilon

Historian of a resurging India International Club and Spearheading the Culture show. This seems to be taking too much of my time

Beyond that, I have prioritized going to the gym. which has been dipping into my reserve time. so that means i been sleeping about 6 hours a night in order to go to the gym, refine my jumpshot and hit that bench.

this morning i woke up in Lake Forest, Somewhere i dont usually wake up on a friday morning. I needed to kick it with my brother, i needed my mother. Today i was given news via Sigma Phi Epsilon, that im not going to get a lil bro. That really messed me up. Im really pissed actually. Im not even gonnna continue right now im pissed. im not gonna save this ill just pubilsh.